Essay
Drawing the Mediterranean Before the Bell
铃响之前,先把地中海画上黑板

I arrive forty minutes early on the days I teach the Mediterranean. The classroom still smells of the night's dust and the windows are clouded with salt. I take the chalk — the soft white kind, not the coloured sticks the art teacher keeps upstairs — and start at the left edge of the board, where there is nothing yet, only slate.
There is a printed map in the textbook, of course. It is correct and small and nobody looks at it twice. A map that appears line by line, with a man's back to you and chalk dust falling on his sleeve, is a different object. The students watch the sea being made. They see Sicily arrive after Sicily's absence.
Starting from Oran
I always begin with the city they can smell. Oran, then the coast running east, then the long back of Algeria, then Tunis, then the strait. By the time I reach Gibraltar my arm has warmed up, and someone has usually asked why the sea is drawn white when the chalk is white.
That question is my favourite kind. I answer it badly on purpose first, to let them laugh, then properly: the sea was named in the port registers long before anyone drew it, and the colour is a habit left by the people who wrote the names. A boy in the third row writes that down. He writes down almost nothing else all year.
The bell for the next class always comes while I am mid-sentence. My colleagues have learned to expect it. I hold up one finger — five minutes, five minutes — and the students close their books and let me finish, because by then they want to know how the strait ends.
Five minutes is not a long time to give a room, if what you give it is a story.
What I actually give them is not the extra five minutes of the syllabus. It is the cartographer who never crossed the water, or the port where two languages argued over the same harbour. Dates they forget by June. A harbour with two names, and an argument standing in it, they keep.
After the Eraser
Afterwards I stay behind and wipe the board myself, slowly, following the coastline back the way I drew it. A girl from the back row waits with her bag on her shoulder and asks whether Gibraltar is a place, or only a word for a place people wanted. I tell her it is both. She seems satisfied, and leaves.
The board is grey again. Outside, the corridor smells of orange peel and cheap floor cleaner, and someone is running because the monitor has not seen them. Sixteen years of this, and I still arrive early on map days with the same dull nervousness, like a man crossing a square he has crossed a thousand times.
中文译文
有地中海课的早上,我提前四十分钟到。教室里还留着夜里的灰尘味,窗玻璃上蒙着一层盐雾。我拿起粉笔——要软的白色那种,不是楼上美术老师收着的彩色粉笔——从黑板最左边下笔,那里这会儿还什么都没有,只有一块石板。
课本里当然印着地图。它准确、小巧,没人会看第二眼。而一张从无到有、一笔一笔长出来的地图,配上一个背对着你的男人和落在他袖子上的粉笔灰,是另外一样东西。学生看着海被造出来。他们看见西西里在缺席之后出现。
从奥兰起笔
我总是从他们闻得到的那座城开始。奥兰,然后海岸一路往东,阿尔及利亚长长的脊背,突尼斯,再是那道海峡。画到直布罗陀时我的胳膊已经热起来了,通常也总有人问:粉笔是白的,为什么海要画成白的。
我最喜欢这类问题。我先故意答得很糟,让他们笑,再正经回答:海的名字比它的画像更早出现在港口的登记簿里,颜色是写名字的人留下的习惯。第三排一个男孩把这句话记了下来。整整一年,他几乎没记过别的。
下一节课的铃声总是在我话说到一半时响。同事们早就习惯了。我竖起一根手指——五分钟,就五分钟——学生合上书,让我讲完,因为到那时候他们也想知道那道海峡最后怎么了。
如果给一间教室的是一个故事,五分钟其实不算短。
我多给他们的,其实不是教学进度里的那五分钟,而是那个从没渡过海的地图绘制者,或者某座港口里两种语言为同一个港湾争吵的往事。年份他们到六月就忘了;一个有第二个名字的港口,一场发生在港口里的争吵,他们留得住。
擦掉之后
下了课我留下来自己擦黑板,慢慢地,顺着海岸线倒着擦回去。后排一个女孩把书包背在肩上等我,问直布罗陀是一个地方,还是只是人们想要一个地方时用的那个词。我说两者都是。她似乎满意了,就走了。
黑板重新变成灰色。走廊里有橘子皮和廉价地板清洁剂的味道,有人正在跑,因为值日生没看见他。十六年过去,逢到画地图的日子,我还是会提前到,带着同一种闷闷的紧张,像一个走过一千遍的广场还要再走的男人。






