Essay
The Night It Rained and Nobody Came
下雨的那晚,谁也没来
The rain came at seven, which is the worst hour, because that is when the street is full and everyone is deciding where to sit. It did not arrive slowly the way it does in films. It fell all at once, forty people stood up together and got under the awnings, and then there was nobody at my tables at all.
We pulled the canvas out and tied it to the cart on both sides. It sagged in the middle and collected a small lake that my brother kept pushing up with a broom handle. Underneath, the charcoal took the wet air and went sulky. I stood over the grill and fed it, and it thought about it, and gave me less heat than I needed.
Counting a bad night
By nine we had sold eleven skewers and two glasses of sugarcane juice. My mother had already started putting things back into the cooler, which is her way of saying something without saying it. My father kept threading skewers for tomorrow, because he does not believe in a night that stays bad.
A bad night is not a disaster. It is only a number you carry to the next morning.
An old woman came at half past nine with a plastic bag over her hair and asked for two of the chicken. She stood under the canvas and ate them there and told me the rain would stop before eleven, and it did. She comes maybe once a month and never says much. I gave her a third skewer and she pretended not to notice.
At ten the street was water and reflected lights and the smell of wet dust. My brother said we should go home. I said we should wait. We waited an hour and sold four more skewers to a man who was already soaked and did not care.
What we carried home
We counted at the table at half past eleven. Not enough for the charcoal, and not a loss either. My brother wrote the figure on the back of his hand and said tomorrow is Saturday, and Saturday is different. He is usually right about Saturday.
On the way home my mother said that a shop with a roof would not have nights like this, and nobody answered her, because we all know what a roof costs. I walked behind them with the empty cooler and the rain in my shoes and thought about the third skewer.
中文译文
雨七点来,最坏的时辰——街上满是人,人人正决定坐哪儿。它不像电影里那样慢慢下,是整块砸下来的,四十个人一起站起来躲进屋檐,然后我的桌前一个人也没有了。
我们扯出帆布,两边拴在车上。中间兜下去,积成一小片湖,弟弟拿扫帚柄一下下往上顶。帆布底下,炭吸了潮气,闹脾气。我蹲在炉前喂它,它想了想,给我的火不够用。
数一个坏夜晚
到九点,我们卖了十一串、两杯甘蔗汁。母亲已经开始把东西往保温箱里收,那是她表达某些话的方式。父亲还在串明天的货,他不相信一个夜晚会一直坏下去。
坏的一晚不是灾难,只是一个要背到明天早上的数字。
九点半来了位老太太,头上套着塑料袋,要两串鸡肉。她站在帆布下面吃完,说雨十一点前会停——果然停了。她一个月来一次,话很少。我多给了她一串,她装作没看见。
十点,街是水、是灯影、是湿土的气味。弟弟说回家吧。我说再等等。我们等了一个钟头,又卖给一个已经湿透、也不在乎的人四串。
带回家的东西
十一点半在桌边数钱。不够炭钱,也谈不上亏。弟弟把数字写在手背上,说,明天周六,周六不一样。关于周六,他通常是对的。
回家路上母亲说,有屋顶的店面不会有这样的夜晚。没人接她的话,因为屋顶要多少钱,我们心里都有数。我提着空保温箱走在他们后面,鞋里是水,脑子里是那第三串。





